May 2012
I miss my boyfriend so much.
Way too much.
Sometimes, I feel like I need to just let go. I don’t even know what’s keeping us together anymore. I’m one person. Everything doesn’t come easy. I never really knew what I did wrong to get this kind of treatment. This is the point in time that I wish I cherished your mom even more. She loved me just like her own daughter. Now, that’ll come as one of the highest wants...
I find guys that dig and make their own poetry...
yeah. das ma boyfwend!
I need a break from everyone. From you to you to you. Everyone.
Everything’s a completely different story with you, everything. When will you understand that?
I'm going to punch someone in the span of a...
I swear, everyone’s been pissing me off. From person A to B to C, like omfg. Everyone just has to stfu, give me room to breathe or not even bother talking to me. DOESN’T ANYONE UNDERSTAND I’M GOING THROUGH SO MANY THINGS AT THIS POINT?! UGH. My period has to end too. PMS’ing under all these problems are putting me on a stress ride. I can’t handle this right now.
Everything feels so damn right when I’m with you. It freaking hurts that I’m in a whirl of emotions. I don’t even know how to contain myself or to stop overanalyzing things. My heart tells me one thing but my mind yells another.
I could never hate you.
Not even after all the arguments we had. The pointless fights. The assumptions. The misunderstandings. The broken promises. The accusing of each other. The sleepless nights. The tears. The bullshit. None of that will ever make me hate you.
The thing about me is, I get jealous. I get really jealous. I know, it’s a stereotypical saying for girls to overreact & it’s their character to act like that. For some reason, I feel different. It hurts me so much seeing you talk to other girls. Yet it makes no sense. You should know why it makes no sense. If only.
